For a while now, in our study of Romans 6 and 7, I have felt that our vision is not as wide as Paul’s. We have on a pair of glasses that make many things fairly clear. But when we look up, down, or to the side of rim of those glasses, the landscape is blurry.
I was mulling over this a week ago in preparation for tonight, when finally the thought washed over me: Chapters 6, 7, and 8 come right after chapters 1, 2, 3, and 4, and right before chapters 9-16. In other words, the thinking here connects with the letter as a whole. And what is Paul’s letter to the Romans mainly about? It is about two points—salvation for Jews and Gentiles, and salvation by faith apart from the works of the Law. A couple verses in Chapter 1 condense almost the entire letter.
“For I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes, to the Jew first and also to the Greek. For in it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith; as it is written, ‘But the righteous man shall live by faith.’” (1:16-17)
By the time we get to chapter 6, much of the object of Romans has been presented. But some clarifications still need to be made. Particularly this: Salvation by faith apart from the works of the Law does not and should not produce lawless people. The death in the Jesus that is the basis of this salvation by grace is a death to sin and a death to the Law. The result of this is that we serve in newness of the Spirit and not in the oldness of the letter. And that is where today’s passage fits in. The Law is not salvation (Paul still is pounding that point), but that does not mean it is sin. It has a purpose. And that purpose is to make crystal clear that sin is the root of death.
We Can Get the Point in 14-25 Even If We Don’t Understand Everything
Last time, we spent the whole evening attempting to discern whether Paul is referring to himself as believer or a non-believer in 14-25. If you remember, my opinion is that he is referring to himself as a non-believer. But here I feel that I need reiterate something that I said last time, because confidence in any position about this issue is very difficult to attain. In some sense, it does not really matter whether Paul is thinking of himself as Christian or not. The main thrust of the passage comes through either way. Law keeping is not the way of salvation (justification or sanctification), but neither is this God-given Law sinful.
This does not mean that we should not try to discover the correct interpretation. It is a comfort, however, to know that we can capture the main idea of the passage and that we can grasp chapter 8 in light of it.
Three Steps of Conviction
We are now in a position to examine Paul’s experience in conviction of sin. He essentially says three things about this turning of his understanding.
1. I desire to do good.
“For I joyfully concur with the Law of God in the inner man . . .” Also v. 15, 16, 18, 19, 21, 25
This is not a pharisaical kind of desire for good and love for Law. It is a radically different kind of love for righteousness that is fashioned by God. Paul’s previous love for the Law as a pharisaical self-vindicator was founded on a skewed vision of it. He was a murderer and yet saw himself blameless (Philippians 3:6). But this new and genuine love was founded on a new and right vision of righteousness. He was strapped to a table and dead asleep, but God in His grace awakened him to the fact that true righteousness was not what he had seen on the inside of his eyelids; it was what he now saw all around him.
I am not sure that there can be any real conviction of sin without God awakening the sinner to see genuine righteousness and, in some way, to love it and desire it as beautiful.
2. The good that I desire to do, I cannot do.
“. . . for I am not practicing what I would like to do, but I am doing the very thing that I hate.” Also v. 18, 19, 23, 25.
Stemming from the fact that he now truly understood righteousness in such a way that it was desirable, Paul began to struggle for that righteousness. That is the only natural reaction for some one who is strapped to a table and has just been awakened to see that real freedom is not what they thought it to be but is so much more lovely—they fight to get it.
However, as soon as Paul did begin to struggle to do good, he realized that he could not do it. For some reason, every attempt to get off the table and gain freedom was fruitless. “For the good that I want, I do not do, but I practice the evil that I do not want.” (v. 19)
3. Therefore I find that sin dwells in me.
“I find then the principle that evil is present in me, the one who wants to do good.” Also v. 17, 18, 20.
This is Paul’s ultimate deduction, it is set on top of the first two realizations, and it is the makeup of authentic conviction. “Because I have begun to desire true righteousness, I have struggled for it. And because every struggle has done nothing toward gaining it, I now see that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in this flesh that I have for so long put my confidence in. I am sold into bondage to sin.”
He was strapped to a table, asleep. Only now that he is awake and grasping for freedom does feel the straps that hold him down. Only now that he understands that his flesh (or body; the natural as opposed to the supernatural) that he has for so long trusted in for his salvation is really a body of death is he in a position to cry out, “Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from the body of this death!”
Preaching to Produce Deliverance Seekers
When I read this passage and hear Paul say “Wretched man that I am, who will deliver me from the body of this death?” do you know what I think? I think: “I want Annie’s dad to say that. And I want Lydia (the Wingerd’s cousin) to say that, or I want even some here tonight to get to the point of saying that. I want sin to become alive in them and for them to die (v. 9). This is why these verses are so practical. We need to examine what happened to Paul so that we can endeavor by Holy Spirit to bring about the same result in the people we preach to.
Paul addresses here the fundamental problem with almost all mankind. They lower the standard of righteousness until it describes them. In their minds they are safe from hell because they have morphed the holiness that God requires into an attainable imitation. This was exactly Paul’s problem. He was killing people and at the same time saying, “As to the Law, I am found blameless.” What changed? How did he come to the place of saying, “I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh” and seeking deliverance?
The answer is that his comprehension of righteousness was transformed. What he once thought he measured up to was now shown to be phony and ugly. God had brought before him a vision of holiness that was true and beautiful—so beautiful that, when he found it unattainable, he was totally devastated. That is what led him to cry, “Wretched man that I am!”
This passage has done a lot to shape the way I think about evangelism and conviction. When I preach to bring about conviction and knowledge of sin in those who are trusting in their flesh, I need to preach a beautiful holiness. Only then will my hearers truly see their sin. Some one strapped to a bed who is asleep will not know they are strapped until they wake up and begin to struggle for freedom. We must show sinners the beauty Christ’s demands for a righteousness that corresponds to His own. And when, out of desire to have it, they begin to struggle for it, they will see in what a wretched body of death they really are.
We must show people the righteousness that God really requires, not the counterfeit that they understand. And we must show them that it is beautiful. To understand bondage a person must desire freedom.
Bryan Elliff © 2008
